San Diego - January 2002

1/22/02 - Feel dreams slough off you like water and dry to the reality that there is nothing really special about you. Find solace in lust and chemical induced haze, then carefully calculated transfiguration into an empty state of self-glorification. And then something weird happens: God slaps you upside the head and throws something your way that you can't help but immerse yourself into and all of a sudden you feel your reality gradually ebb into the earth. I hate this Samsara crap.

Anyway, I haven't written in a while. Been making some non-cyber friends to the dismay of my computer. Been swamped with work though, and haven't been writing enough so please forgive my weirdness - it's the accumulation of three weeks of drivel being crammed into mush. Yikes! Gotta get back to work.

1/8/02 - My shoulder fell out of its socket last night. It was a disturbing experience to say the least. Now that my arm hangs limply by my side, I will have more time to add to this website. Otherwise, I'm kind of floating around like plankton.